I swear I didnt remember what day it was today. I never thought about the consequences, i've only found them on the way. I've never imagined what i would feel about it, never thought the others were right. I never thought i would need it so much. I've never thought i would be repented for doing less. I didnt realize how good i felt. I didnt count the uncountable smiles, the uncountable perfect words, the uncountable minutes it took to me to think about that. And now is all gone.